I'm watching a movie. A drama that's too hard to understand. There's this girl, fat, ugly and a bitch. She keeps moving towns and everywhere she goes, she hurts someone. She loses good friendships over stupid arguements. She was too stuborn to fix them herself. Or maybe just too lazy.
She's so confused. She just doesn't know what to do anymore. She's screaming out for help, crying herself to sleep but no one notices. She's hurting really bad, she has to make it stop. She cuts into her flesh and feels relieved at the sight of blood, she is real. The pain of her wound is a distraction from the pain of her life. This girl has no way out and no where to go.
I watch the visions move across the screen. I watch the movie of my life move infront of my life. I grab for the remote. Push a button. Any button. Pause, Stop, Fastforward.
Eject.........
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Tell me what you think about my story. There's something missing in it but I don't know what. Any advice? I can't show these kinds of stories to my teachers anymore because then they show it to my mum who gets all stressed out for no reason.
There for I have no one to read my stories. That's why I put them on here and when they're too short I have to think of a load of shit to make it at least 1200 characters long. |
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