oh my goodness, i just need to vent and this is the best place to do it! i have such horrible luck with guys, i swear i'm never meant to fall in love or even be happy with a guy! The one guy I ever loved didn't even and still doesn't know i loved him, and i still do deep inside me and then i met someone new who made me feel so good, and was so sweet, we went out for 3 weeks and then he breaks up with me out of the blue because he needs to figure things out, and soon afterward i found out, not from him, that he still has feelings for his ex girlfriend. BUT he still comes to my house and we fuck around and everything but it's not the same when you're looking up at this guy on top of you knowing he's thinking of someone else. AND I confronted him about it once and he told me I that it wasn't true he just needed time...but I know because, i just have my ways of knowing he still wants to be with her.And now it's even worse because I'm scared I might be pregnant... But I just can't let him go! I like him way to much, and i couldn't bear not to see his beautiful face and smile everyday that i love so much, it brightens my day just when i see him... what am i supposed to do? am i crazy or just plain out stupid?
this stupid thing keeps telling me my damn article is too short and it's starting to piss me off cuz i'm tired and want to go to bed... fuck i hate my life! |
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