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CrazyGuy
Joined: Oct 13, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-28 12:04:16 |
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So does anyone else jsut randomly want to go out and start punching people or beating the s--- out of random people? Or are just generally moody and get angry at almost anything anybody does? |
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Unanswered Thread: Nuclear Apocalypse posted by Gumba Gumba 7 hours ago |
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CrazyGuy
Joined: Oct 13, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-28 12:05:59 |
| Sorry if this is the wrong section i didnt know which one to put it under | |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-10-28 12:09:41 |
| Sometimes, but thats what a stick of nitrotriiodite powder is for. Nothing like taking a huge ruler and pounding away, watching s--- crackle and pop. | |
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CrazyGuy
Joined: Oct 13, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-28 12:12:51 |
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Nitrotriidodite... hmm so anything that can basically takes place of actually doing something violent helps? Becasuse ive come to the point where i alomst cant control myself in church or other public places. |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-10-28 12:23:33 |
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Ohh damn I didnt know you're still in high school. Listen, DO NOT try to build nitrotriiodite. If not safely handled you could cripple yourself major. That s--- can explode at the touch of a finger. Leave it to me to give kids on a public forum these ideas... >_> About your violent thoughts, is there a reason why you feel like going on a killing spree? Why do people piss you off? Try to quit church for a while and see if it helps. Maybe the popes are gettin to you?? |
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CrazyGuy
Joined: Oct 13, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-28 12:28:09 |
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Im 18 and dont worry im extremely good with chemical and such(studying chemical engineering), i wont touch it though. Idk sometimes they do something small to set me off but i can also just look at a person or hear them talk and want to go up and start hitting them. Well its not just church it was an example, and sometimes its also when my friend starts to talk to other people, i feel like im being replaced. |
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stephie
Joined: Oct 15, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-28 12:30:38 |
| hey crazyguy. I do get angry outbursts but i tend to take it out on myself. I have apparently once gone up to my mam with a knife but i was in such a state i don't remember at all. I just blanked. But don't take your anger out on others try distracting yourself. Listen to loud music get a boxing thing or really hit a pillow. Anything. Unless the person is really doing something to annoy you have it out with them but in a calm way.xx | |
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CrazyGuy
Joined: Oct 13, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-28 12:33:39 |
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Yea ive had thought about hurting myself but i dont like blood... so if i did it would be the end all. The only thing is im never by myself or at least without people within hearing distance so if i do something like start hitting something they will know. |
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stephie
Joined: Oct 15, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-28 12:36:43 |
| oh dear i don't want you to hurt yourself though. It's a difficult situation. Do you feel you have a safe place and quiet place to go? must be hard not having time out. Noy suprised you want to take your anger out to anyone as you have no space of your own to do it in. | |
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CrazyGuy
Joined: Oct 13, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-28 12:40:34 |
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I really dont the only place i have to go is school and home but i live with my parents. I would go to another family members or something but my parents are in a giant fight with the rest of my extended family except for the part halfway across the country. The only time i get to my self though is when i go to the dorms at ASU with my friends, and during that time im usually drunk or on some sort of drug.(i dont do anything to hardcore only weed and x) |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-10-28 12:48:34 |
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Thats awesome, I took chemistry too when I was your age but dropped out and been self-taught since. I never had time to continue my studies officially and get a degree though, due to my 10-hour shift night job. Do you have a personal playground in your garage? There are non-volatile chemicals you can get cheap that you can have some fun with. Watchin teh sparks pop and fly has been one type of stress reliever for me. The other is Halo, Diablo, MK3 or any other game that gives you the opportunity to kick some serious ass. You might wanna avoid multiplayer when your not in the mood though, cuz if you get YOUR ass kicked it may just make you more bloodthirsty. But these are probably for temporary stress relief. If you frequently get thoughts to get rowdy on the street, then you might have a deeper problem. You say you hate the way people look and talk, is it cuz you feel like you're surrounded by hordes of retards who dont deserve to exist? I dunno what to tell you besides to do what makes you happy and pay less heed to other people. Once you get used to the idea that your at least getting somewhere in life since youre in college while half the population is working minimum wage, you'll probably lose this "pathological jealousy" you seem to have. Stick to your friends and choose em wisely. Train yourself to not care if they arent paying attention to you every second. Just keep your cool. |
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stephie
Joined: Oct 15, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-28 12:50:01 |
| have you spoken to anyone apart from us about your anger? i still live wiv my parents i will listen to music and play the guitar. maybe write down how you are feeling. Express yourself through writing. I know its hard when you feel so angry at the time. but sumtimes it can seriously wk.And then you can look bak and see what was making you feel so angry.try writing what is making u feel angry, how u feel about it and what you can do about it. Do you have any hobbies?xx | |
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CrazyGuy
Joined: Oct 13, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-28 12:54:01 |
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I do not but i could easily get the stuff as i was the teachers favorite because i understood the material without actually being taught. Im extremely good at HALO and Warcraft 3 but i dont have xbox live. I need to get my copy of Warcraft 3 back from a friend to download it on my new comp. Pretty much yea, but it doesnt just have to be that they are stupid it could be they are ugly or mean or too nice. Yea i understand and ive been trying but for me its like either i want then to be my friend and my friend only or i dont want to be friends with them, but i can never seem to not be friends with them even after i decide to "dump" them. |
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stephie
Joined: Oct 15, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-28 12:58:15 |
| see thats good you can occupy yourself wiv these games and stuff. Thats brill! Are you quite possesive over your friends? | |
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CrazyGuy
Joined: Oct 13, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-28 13:02:20 |
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What does brill mean? or is it a abbreviation? And yes extremely. And there is no in between either we are friends or i hate you. |
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