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stephie
Joined: Oct 15, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-30 08:21:12 |
| hey guys feel a bit embarrased but yesterday had random sex with a guy. Feel so bad cos it's not like me. Now i feel cheap and dirty. I don't know why i'm doing this. Now i feel so low. I know this is my fault. i just needed a bit of luv. I guess. Is anyone else really impulsive? It's been a stressful few days as was a year that my grandad had died so maybe that's why i did it.just good to write it down as my parents would go mental. Sorry! didn't know who else to talk to.xx | |
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Unanswered Thread: So many (bad) emotions posted by FadingLights 13 minutes ago |
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Synapse
Joined: Oct 24, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-30 10:39:53 |
| i also had random sex. with a chicken. | |
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stephie
Joined: Oct 15, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-30 10:41:00 |
| get lost!!!!! | |
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stephie
Joined: Oct 15, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-30 10:42:32 |
| why are you sooooo sarcastic? you make really strange omments and now i feel worse thanks | |
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Fatality
Joined: Jul 14, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-10-30 11:32:52 |
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Oh damn Synapse i hope you used protection :\ Stephie, don't dwell on it so much, you're only human afterall, we all make mistakes. |
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stephie
Joined: Oct 15, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-30 11:35:04 |
| good response to synapse fatality lol! thanks mate will try not too. Thats my problem i just feel whatever i do it's not right. | |
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fantasy
Joined: Jul 28, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-30 13:09:29 |
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Oh damn, Synapse, I hope the chicken used protection... I feel so sorry for you. I would post a link for a support site for rape victims but this forum doesn't allow urls. Stephie, don't feel so bad/guilty. I'm not saying that having random sex with strangers is good. But I think maybe you're in a fragile emotional state right now and needed to feel like someone loved you, to feel someone holding you and being involved with you... no offense I know I may be wrong, it's just that that's how I'm feeling when I get impulsive like that. Feeling dirty doesn't help and only makes you more miserable, you should be more easy on yourself and try to understand why you did it and look for other things you can do next time you're stressed rather than blame yourself for being "cheap/dirty", which brings more stress ... well that's how I feel, anyway. Yeah best to not tell your parents especially if this is just a one-time thing you've never done before and if you think they'll just make it worse. I know this can be a touchy topic and if I offended you in any way I swear I never meant to and I apologize. I hope you feel better.. |
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racyandy
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: New User |
2009-10-30 13:22:38 |
| having random sex can be just like substance abuse or cutting, for the moment it takes us away from our problems and gives us instant gratification.. If you don't like how you are feeling now that it's over try to remember how awful you feel now and try not to make the same mistake again... sorry bout your grandad | |
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stephie
Joined: Oct 15, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-30 13:40:24 |
| thanks guys.You are right. I was in a fragile emotional state over my grandad and other things. I was alo quite drunk which on my meds i shouldn't have been. Feel a bit better from your kind responses. Thank u. You are making me see more sense into this. | |
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CrazyGuy
Joined: Oct 13, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-30 14:02:04 |
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I've done the same thing but with drugs, last night I took over double of what ever had and feltawesome and then like s---. Being impulsive just happens, is useless to not go with your impulses |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-10-30 15:17:27 |
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"why are you sooooo sarcastic? you make really strange omments and now i feel worse thanks" lol! Synapse kicks ass! |
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Synapse
Joined: Oct 24, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-31 07:13:01 |
| I blame haloperidol | |
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stephie
Joined: Oct 15, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-31 09:26:25 |
| okies fair enough.xx | |
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Unanswered Thread: What to do?! posted by Jeanine 5 hours ago |
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