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Synapse
Joined: Oct 24, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-02 09:17:43 |
| Thought so, pussy | |
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Unanswered Thread: So many (bad) emotions posted by FadingLights 14 minutes ago |
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CrazyGuy
Joined: Oct 13, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-02 09:18:41 |
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elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-02 17:23:02 |
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CrazyGuy, cud u explain how u destroy people mentally? because i think i tend to do that. i do it to my mother. because i feel she is doing that to me too. infact she do that to everybody in the family. just that others became zombie n immune to it, only i rebounce and rebel. but in the process, i destroy myself. it's like i don't care what happens to me, as long as she suffer mentally as much she make me suffer, i'll be fine, though not so fine, as i will start to self-pity after sometime, as the whole thing has actually destroyed me. I dunno if anyone understands what i'm trying to say here. but i find "destroying people mentally" kinda applicable to what i do. |
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CrazyGuy
Joined: Oct 13, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-02 17:27:43 |
| I understand what you mean. Um well idk but yea same here it happens with my parents a lot. | |
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CrazyGuy
Joined: Oct 13, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-02 17:38:16 |
| I guess I mean manipulate as in do what I want, say what I want, feel what I want | |
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elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-02 17:50:15 |
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Yeah, i guess everyone has issues with parents, just a matter of whether it's tolerable or not.. CrazyGuy, just wondering, y did u consume ecstacy on top of LSD? was it because u didn't feel the effect or just to try out? |
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elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-02 18:01:03 |
| okie..just found the answer..candyflipping.. | |
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racyandy
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: New User |
2009-11-02 18:12:16 |
| In my experience you can't really "destroy people mentally" unless theres some kind of emotional disturbance there anyways. Mentally and emotionally healthy people steer away from us.... that is probally why they stay mentally and emotionally healthy. | |
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elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-02 18:19:58 |
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yup, mentally stable people can't be disturbed or destroyed mentally..they have hard time to understand mentally instable people, but not necessarily will steer from us, though in most cases they will.. that's why my mother can 'destroy' me and i can 'destroy' her..we are both mentally instable..i'm bpd and she's narissictic..combustible combination.. |
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racyandy
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: New User |
2009-11-02 18:25:13 |
| Worse thing I've ever done... I was arrested some years ago and my two year old son was with me, CPS took him and I didn't fight to get him back, I felt he was better off without me, he was adopted... His older brother was with his grandmother so he didn't get taken, he lives with me now, we are happy healthy and well adjusted all considering. The adoptive parents and my son visit perodically. i can see it in his eyes his confusion of why he had to have a new family. | |
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elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-02 18:34:15 |
| I am sorry, racyandy.. i hope his adoptive parents are taking good care of him.. | |
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racyandy
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: New User |
2009-11-02 18:45:53 |
| Thank you, they are taking care of him, he has two younger adopted siblings that came after him, I'm glad he has a brother and sister there. | |
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CrazyGuy
Joined: Oct 13, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-02 20:04:58 |
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Yea I was candyflipping. It was my first time on acid and I thought the effects were gone but it wasn't. It is true most of my good friends are unstable in some way. Its really not hard to exploit peopl |
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elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-02 22:15:16 |
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yup, it's hard not to exploit people whom u know n are mentally unstable. i exploit my sister. she has got DPD. my mother exploit all of us. she's narissictic and paranoid with super magical thinking and will tend to influence all of us and make us belief right is wrong and wrong is right. she made us belief that staying with our husbands are wrong and with her is right. though now it sounds "how on earth????"..but she made it that time..because all of us are mentally unstable...destroy each other mentally.. it sounds this personality disorder could be genes and inherited...gosh!!my whole family has got it... |
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Unanswered Thread: What to do?! posted by Jeanine 5 hours ago |
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