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elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-06 21:20:28 |
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Hip, i understand that less responsibilty job thing too. I would always prefer a job that is below my level that doesn't need me to think. |
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Unanswered Thread: VRIELLIS PLEASE READ posted by Synapse 13 days ago |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-06 21:42:50 |
| Its no secret the economy is f---ed up big time right now. People are on the streets in their sleeping bags or in their cars waiting 2 hours in line with their slips just to visit the food bank so they can live. Expect to not find work for years. You can try to move to canada but s--- is not that better here either. I moved here when I met this 18 year old guy on the net who said he was making $16 an hour and doesnt even have a highschool diploma. But it was only a matter of time before their economy sunk as well considering their prime minister is an even bigger retard than Bush who cant govern for s---. f---ed everything up one year after he was appointed. Dumbass canuck... | |
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elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-06 21:44:45 |
| This scares me, Hip. I am migrating to Canada soon. Which part of Canada are u staying? | |
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Delirius
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User |
2009-11-06 21:44:46 |
| Agreed | |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-06 22:01:18 |
| Alberta, but its one of the s---tiest states in the country so I dont recommend moving here. The only reason I did was because of the job opportunities. I plan to move to Manitoba or BC and see what them friendly liberal cities are like. I always wanted to experience them for myself. | |
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elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-07 03:17:48 |
| Gosh! i'm going alberta too. but my husband says we might be moving to BC coz he hates the 'liveless' life there. but he says the job opportunities in BC are not so better compared to alberta. This is scarry.Now i'm confused. | |
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elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-07 03:51:23 |
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Thinking: when do i start packing my things? i am migrating.. Feeling:excited but the, a little worried of the new life Actions: still haven't start packing. just came back from a birthday party of my friend's daughter Urges: i should start packing coz there are lots of things to pack. i am leaving this country..could be forever.. Achievement of today: i mingled well in the party. before this a find myself being anti social. hates going to people's house or parties or making new friends. but now i have changed. ever since i totally dissociate from my mother. ever since i know that my husband truly loves me. i find it easy to mingle n talk to people. i can really genuinely like talk n laugh with people. it's like magic dust sprinkled on me. i hope this new positive attitudes n feelings remains in me forever. |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-07 12:44:43 |
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Your husband is correct. Alberta is mostly a rural farming or oil-mining province. Flatlands with no parks and almost nowhere worth going. Not to mention the biggest lowlives in the country roam around here. Im not a racist, but the relatively high population of native indians here piss me off. When I went to the provincial building to get my new social insurance number, they were f---ing PACKED around that place collecting welfare. They roam around everywhere drunk and theyre so f---ing UGLY, like damn. Im not familiar with Canadian history but I seriously dont think they owe these freaks of nature s---. Build them their own goddamn reserves like we do in the US. So yeah, dont move here unless your husband wants to get into the oil industry for some good money. |
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racyandy
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-12 08:48:01 |
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Thinking: About how good I feel when I get up and be productive during the day instead of laying around watching TV. Feeling: Good, woke up feeling positive about today! Actions: So far I've taken care of my animals, gotten my son to school, and plan on hitting a noon meeting. Urges: I'm pretty clear on thoughts vs obessing on something, but yesterday i thought about using, but I played out the tape and my life is managable today with positive people and healthy relationships with friends and family, using would ruin that all for me. |
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K8bpd
Joined: Oct 25, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-12 09:21:51 |
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Thoughts:I really want my mother to lay off me about the money issue(I have none this month bc I am on workers comp for my hurt achilles tendon and they are paying me barely enough to survive) Actions: I havent eaten yet today but thats a good thing bc I am a fatass I woke up and had an appt with my nurse lady who had to take my blood pressure and weigh me.ugh Feelings:I feel nervous about seeing my therapist in an hour. Urges:I want scream and it would be nice to have some pot. I have the urge to smooooke! |
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Bear2828
Joined: Nov 12, '09
Status: New User |
2009-11-12 10:27:00 |
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thinking? that i feel crazy feeling? andxious and aggitated Actions? trying to get through my day at work Urges? to quit and leave here |
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stephie
Joined: Oct 15, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-12 10:28:28 |
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thoughts- feeling positive went shopping but spent quite a bit opps! Actions-chilling and listening to music Fellings- feel a bit anxious about money but happy and muscles relaxed.Had a positive day overall. hehehe! |
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elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-13 18:29:00 |
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racyandy n stephie, nice to know that u guys are feeling positive n happy.. i am happy for u guys.. thoughts- will i be able settle off everything accordingly before migrating feeling-anxious actions-starting to pack up things.. urges-do it right..not leaving anything behind.. nowdays i feel happy n positive too.. have clearer view of purpose of my life.. less depressed, less guilty, less confusion, less difficulty handling stress n anger, less feeling empty, less feeling jelous, less avoiding people/anti social, less feeling all the negative stuff expect feeling a bit anxious from time to time..due to things to be settled before migrating... ironically, i still miss the good old days with my mother..though i don't wish to go back to her... i guess no child can forget the mother..i will just do whatever i cud for my mother from a distance...i just can't be near to her...she will make me confused n uncertain again.. |
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Schoolgoth124
Joined: Nov 11, '09
Status: New User |
2009-11-13 20:06:56 |
| Well let's see... I have the urge to cut, though I'm afraid my mom will catch me..I'm excited to go bowling with my friends tomorrow...and am annoyed that my older sis acts like a 2 year old ^^" Sorry, that was all I could think of at the moment. | |
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0 ella 0
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-15 09:14:05 |
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Feelings : - anxiety ; fear Thoughts: - "...." Urges: - must drink water =| Actions: - typing Hopes: - hope my parents won't hate me... |
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Unanswered Thread: OCD Bracelet Fund Raiser posted by vbaz 34 days ago |
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