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Pyshco
Joined: Oct 6, '09
Status: New User |
2009-10-06 15:33:21 |
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-Basically I have on and off relationship with friends. Some days I want to be loved by them and If i dont feel like that like me i get very down. The next I be cold towards them. Sometimes I feel they are plotting behind my back and dont like me at all. -In public I feel sometimes very anxious and get terrified that I will get insulted, and think I walk weird sometimes, I always feel so uncormtable in public, and if someone laughs I have to see if they are laughing at me. - I make my own soap opera and use real people I know and make bad or good storylines for them (like my own fantasy world) - I have mood swings, not sevre, but I end up angry one minute, then happy the hour after and then I get upsset. - I never talk to my family about anything. - I feel really suicidal at times. -Sometimes when I think back to embarassing situations or bad ones I injure myself - I always have to look good when I go into public, and have to wear certain clothes, I can never walk into public without my coat on otherwise I feel like I am walking strange. -I am very sensative to the smallest amount of critisism. Some said on one of the fats fair rides 'Look at nathan's face' i kept thinking about it all night, feeling I look weird. Other things: Low confidence Very paranoid worry a lot very unsettled in public places Thats a rough outline, can anyone indicate anything? |
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wowu
Joined: Sep 30, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-10-07 04:50:08 |
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hey I think this is impossible IMHO. But if you really need some suggestion I can't wait to write some points. So from your point of view you say you are: Quite oversensitive about yourself - with some social anxieties. Anyway - have you got a problem someone bully you in the past or something? ( I know - not my business) thing about cutting is the inward release of anger and problems with expressing emotions. All this suicidal thoughts might be just a reaction to your long-lasting problems God only knows what it might be. Anyway - I can see how the things connect. Low confidence corresponds with the social anxiety. You don't talk with your family - and so maybe it is that you are like left alone with your problems. If you do not talk much with people, you don't have negative or positive feedback from them so you may get a little paranoid. I think you are just low-confident and maybe too sensitive about yourself. what do you think about my silly suggestions? |
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