Thread Topic: Am I a schizoid?
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-08-27 13:30:38 |
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Right on, good to know I ain't such a rare breed. I guess the schizoid label is broader than most people think, and definitely not like I first thought of it. I also try to stay outta peoples way. Yeah, I know I said I tend to act like a prick, but I only do so to dumbass crackdaddies that happen to initiate the contact, I dont start fights. You know what I find funny though? I keep to myself and stay outta people's way but STILL I've had countless mother f---ers that kept GETTING IN MY GOD DAMN WAY! I always thought humanity possessed some sort of f---ed up subconscious envy when it comes to insufferable independent dudes like us. We gotta deal with some illiterate f---tard's emotional issues and insecurities, and this by society's standard is understandable behavior. Yet somehow WE are the ones with the personality (schizoid) problem? Well f--- me... thats rough. Anyway, it sucks that you lost your girl. Next time you should try being more open. Dont be afraid to reveal it to her if you had a s---ty childhood. Most chicks wont view you as pathetic or an emotionally disturbed guy that aint worth getting to know. In fact, if they see that despite your problems that you turned out to be an attractive and funny guy, you'll appeal as someone who can be devoted and sensitive to their feelings, and theyll feel comfortable around you. Definitely don't f--- up the next chance you get. I know I wont. |
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revolver
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-31 20:27:14 |
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Amen, brother. What I've learned so far is that people will always get in your way. There's no getting around it. As annoying as it is, you just have to make sure no one will be able to give you any bulls---. And you don't give any in turn (At least I try not to). And you'll be on your own way. Sometimes, the people that matter MUST and WILL get in your way. But this rarely happens, and whenever it does I come out all the better for it. Everyone needs a little contact from time to time. It pays to be insufferable. Funny thing is, the insecure ones are drawn to you (I don't know about you, this has mostly been the case for me). They say that I'm mostly a dick, but they're the ones who keep approaching anyway. So f--- that, I just don't have the time. Must be that because I seem so indifferent, I make for a very good listener. As for losing the girl, well, I guess there are days like that. I can't really feel bad about myself, no matter how I try. It's just that I'm just the way I am, and the days I spent with her are some of the happiest of my life so far. I've got no excuses. That's just the way it goes. I guess the likes of us just have to keep on enjoying the way we are, and keep looking for something worthwhile. |
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lxxssxxl
Joined: Aug 31, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-31 22:00:51 |
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Very interesting results. Mine were identical, as were my concerns. Having a keen sense/ above average peripheral vision does not make you a schizoid, though I'm not sure if this is valid coming from me considering that I may be bias on the subject matter, given that my results were identical to yours. |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-09-02 16:21:23 |
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revolver, some bulls--- you just can't see coming. The people that hated me the most were the ones that saw that I'm the way I am because I choose to be and not because I have to. I laugh at how f---ing hard people try with their ugly wives, the piece of faux s--- they call their hot car, their admiringly well-paid job that I have no idea how they manage to hold down but they end up spending most of their income on pills anyway so they end up with jack s--- in the end. I could like lock myself up in my room for a year and still have way more life experience than most of them, I could not wash for a week and still be way cleaner than if they did twice a day. I can eat what I f---in want as much as I want and play video games all day and never get fat/outta shape (im a mesomorph) while theyre desperately trying to get rid of their beer gut (christ, you look like a pregnant man you sick f---). The fact that I have to put so little effort to be hot, in good shape and I can afford all my expensive toys working as a lowly assistant warehouse manger since i'm not dependent on f---ing diets, pills, a dumb broad that you have to spend 15 grand on before she'll blow you, wheras a hoe would do it for less than $200, must be pretty damn enviable. But hey, not my fault I was born the healthiest and the best. Nature simply fitted me with the ideal genes to make sure i'm always a step ahead of most. But somehow people have the nerve to approach me, get in my way all the while pretending they have lives? Hilarious! I think god sends them for my amusement, who knows. And lxxssxxl what are you talking about? I never posted my results... |
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revolver
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: New User |
2009-09-04 01:31:33 |
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Hip, your post gave me a good laugh at the end. Because I thought that I could've written that post of yours myself. Reminded me of myself somehow. However, I was never really hated so much. Envied, yes probably so. I make up for my arrogance with s---loads of innate charm. And besides, I have a gift for smelling bulls--- from a mile away. I'm not the type who attracts bulls---. a woman from work just told me yesterday how people in the office are generally reluctant to approach me. They seem to think I'm too menacing (I have a permanent frown, no nonsense speech), somewhat arrogant (only because I get the job done), compounded with my tendency to work alone. It keeps the bulls--- and unnecessary hobnobbing off my back, in a way. But she also said the girls still found me attractive. Charm is a gift. And so is good looks. I'm smack in the middle of being an ectomorph and a mesomorph. Think Spiderman. And I have freak metabolism. I usually eat double servings, as my body has ridiculous energy requirements. Never got fat, not even once. Good genes? I know what you mean. Or maybe I just love myself too much. |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-09-04 10:37:13 |
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Well maybe my post was out of context and exaggerated. I am not hated THAT much, and not by that many people. In general, most people keep their distance with me. Like you, people tell me that I'm really attractive and badass, but also got a sociopathic look in my eye that repels them from trying to get to know me. People are very careful to not "psychoanalyze" me during conversation. They fear i'd go apeshít :D and there probably right. Also, seeing as how you blatantly stole my entire personality, im afraid you will have to die and all your assets are belong to Hip. Theres only one of me, understand mofo? >:D |
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diamond4
Joined: Sep 12, '09
Status: New User |
2009-09-12 14:34:21 |
| hey i myself have come to learn of my schizoid personality-lack of social interaction i now know why i feel uncomfortable at social events and avoid them. do not pursue friendships and how i fail to vent my anger when ppl get in my nerves but to humbly smile at them reflexely thereby letting them get away with it. i am a medical student and i know if i know what good for me i must abonden these personality. But hey it have served it purpose, becouse of it i preoccupied myself with intellectual activty which made me to get very good grades for university and a scholarship. | |
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diamond4
Joined: Sep 12, '09
Status: New User |
2009-09-12 14:53:17 |
| I am 22 years and i remember how disturbed i was when i attended a psychologist lecture on personality disorders it was as if the psychologist was analysing me in front of the whole world. my fabric of existence was shacken to th core. but am still reluctant to submit to human society. i guerse that becouse i have always seeked self presarvation | |
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doom
Joined: Jan 18, '10
Status: New User |
2010-01-18 19:12:36 |
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I like the way I am and could not imagine being any other way. I have my own opinion of myself and really don’t care what others think. I don’t get mad easy because I usually don’t care enough about the person I should be mad at to get mad. There are about five people in this world that I really love and I don’t have to be with them, I just have to know they are happy. I don’t believe the part about a low sex drive. The way I look at it you have to have the right key to start the car and why waste all this on that? I would rather be alone the rest of my live than live one year with the wrong person. People have told me there is someone for everyone, I am a firm believer of this. I just believe I have used all mine up. |
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moonprayer
Joined: Jul 28, '09
Status: Junior User |
2010-01-19 06:44:29 |
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hip, doom, I have a question. my biggest lead, to thinking I am a schizoid is my Lack of emotions. you seem to get mad of get frustrated, irritated easily? I am like a bi polar person with the best happy pills ever. like a flat ocean surface. I just don't get mad, stepped in my toes, frustrated, irritated. and that behaviour gets me into awkward and nasty situantions. I really wish I could be more like that what you both describe. it's so double. I really could not care what someone thinks of me, but on the other hand, I would NEVER stand up fpr myself, and tell them in their face what I find. I just let everything be, and anything happen. |
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