Thread Topic: I don't know.
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JamesD
Joined: Nov 15, '09
Status: New User |
2009-11-15 20:34:13 |
| I just took the test. My results came back high or very high for everything on the list. Am i completely f---ing looney toons or what's going on with me? I'm extremely paranoid and that's what is bothering me the most. Tonight i locked myself in my room while my family had a dinner and i had a bit of an episode tonight. I don't really care to talk about my thoughts or feelings with people face to face, it's a lot easier and i'm able to get more out if i just write it down. | |
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Unanswered Thread: paranoid hypochondriac posted by cncathy 6 hours ago |
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Delirius
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-15 20:42:54 |
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Same here. I sleep with the light on in my room. You'd have to talk to a therapist to see if your looney |
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JamesD
Joined: Nov 15, '09
Status: New User |
2009-11-15 20:52:47 |
| Like for example, this is no joke. I just moved back in with my parents a couple weeks ago after nearly 4 years of being out on my own. I wasn't the best behaved child in the world, i started fires and was always on drugs and drinking, i got into fights a lot and stole. I was in and out of trouble with the cops and even got my name and pictures on the board at the station. But anyway, i moved back in and i swear they are being a--holes, trying to get their shots in because they know i have nowhere else to go and if i snap out on them they'll just kick me out. My step dad said all i do is lay around and play on the computer. I wake up at 6:30 every morning and go downtown to look for a job and when i come home all i do is clean and go to sleep. Just little s--- that they know will piss me off, and if i react they threaten to kick me out. Are they trying to get me to react so they can kick me out without feeling guilty or am i being crazy? | |
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Delirius
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-15 20:57:51 |
| I can't answer that I'm in the same situation except I haven't moved out. Looking for a job, my stepdad and my mom thinks I always am playing on the computer. | |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-15 21:14:24 |
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JamesD, I can relate. That is exactly what my parents would do if I ever moved back. The economy is f---ed and you arent the only one who cant afford to be on his own anymore. You arent whacked, your probably pissed off for having to share space with goddamn degenerates again. The only thing I can suggest is to tell them what they wanna hear or otherwise ignore the retards. It costs nothing, and you get a free apartment until you can be on your own again. |
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JamesD
Joined: Nov 15, '09
Status: New User |
2009-11-15 21:21:58 |
| That's just the thing that's bothered me today. They always seem to walk into the other room and i can hear them whispering and mumbling about something, all the time. They have to be talking about me because they never care if i hear them talking about s--- anyway. It's just hard because my whole life if someone pissed me off i just beat them up or hit them with something. After awhile no one messed with me anymore, and having to be back here with these people that can have me arrested or make me homeless again pisses me off. I know if it doesn't stop soon i'm going to feel backed into a corner and then i'll honestly have no choice but to straighten them out in my own way. That's just the kind of person i am, if something bothers me i take care of it so it doesn't happen again and it's just not possible with these people. I want to try to be normal and not get caught up in my thoughts and act irrationally like i have in the past but it's hard to change 21 years of habit you know. | |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-15 21:55:09 |
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lol... I wanted to add another paragraph to the end and say that if you harbor any self respect then you WOULD react and tell them to go f--- themselves, like I would. I beat the s--- out of my father and trashed his whole apartment before I left, so I couldnt go back for obvious reasons. Though when I was homeless, sleeping in my car during the cold weather, I really wished I could. The laptop would not even turn on because of the cold. It sucked hard. If your gonna remain in the house, I suggest putting the headphones on so you dont gotta listen to their s---. Go to human resources and ask them for a list of places offering casual labor. Phone up and keep yourself on the checklist every day. Its how I made enough money to get a decent meal and keep my car running. In the meantime while you are dependent on your parents, be like "yes dad, yes dad, I agree dad" When you secured a job and youre out for good: "no dad, no dad, f--- you dad" Dont fight them. USE them. |
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Beka
Joined: Nov 9, '09
Status: New User |
2009-11-17 08:25:26 |
| i feel the exact same. but some days are better than others. i also got very high for everything but OCD. i was really worried bout it and dont feel i can talk to my folks bout it. | |
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