Thread Topic: Paranoid? Murder? Memory loss?
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Lilia
Joined: Aug 17, '09
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2009-08-17 08:43:29 |
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I am 16, female. I have a good amount of friends. Maybe. I constantly question every one of these friendships. I question their motives, whether they're really my friend or not, if theyre just in it to get something out of me. And I just... don't like doing this, yet I can't help it. I irks me that I even question mine and my girlfriend's relationship. I dont want to, but I can't stop. Thoughts, help or tips maybe? Anyone? Another thing, there's this boy at my school. He's fairly nice looking, a little taller than me (Dx), and awful nice. I'm not attracted to guys, but this one just draws my attention. No, not because I like him; instead because I want to hurt him. Badly. Like... fatal badly. Like... lynching or beating badly. He's never ever done anything to me, my friends, or anyone that I know of, and I doubt he'd do anything to hurt anyone intentionally anyway. Up until school let out for summer, I had been stalking him for about 2 months or so. I know, its against the law, but I tend to do this for many people. It's become a kind of hobby for me (I don't give anything like phone numbers, email adresses, or adresses out or anything, so it's okay right?). Does anybody else besides me ever get urges to tear someone to pieces? Has anyone ever stalked someone for fun or for stalking's sake? Ever? Anyone? Sometimes, I'll do something. Something that's not usually me. My friends will ask me about it later, but I'll have no clue what theyre talking about. Yet they swore it happened. This scares and worries me greatly. I know I have memory problems (ie: my mother died when I was nine. My father tells me we were very close, yet I dont remember a single thing about her, what she looked like, what kind of person she was, etc. its like she never existed ;_;), but I think I'd remember something that happened just a few minutes ago. Help? ~Lily |
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Unanswered Thread: paranoid hypochondriac posted by cncathy 6 hours ago |
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Lilia
Joined: Aug 17, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-17 08:44:51 |
| PS: These were my test results (thats what i forgot > x | |
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Lilia
Joined: Aug 17, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-17 08:46:31 |
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...To stone with you, enter button. >:C (Points if anyone knows where that's from x3) Disorder | Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: High Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: High Narcissistic: High Avoidant: High Dependent: Moderate Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate |
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Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-08-25 12:40:33 |
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I don't really know what to say about the memory loss you are having. Maybe you have another personality,and when you do those things you can't remember is because your other personality took over,or something...? But I do know what you mean when you were talking about really wanting to kill someone,or hurt him really bad. I also feel the same when I get angry or something irritates me,or so. Also,I read a story where a guys likes to torture the person he likes.Maybe you like him and don't realize it,or idk >.< And for the first thing you wrote,is because you're paranoid,like me. Teehee. ~ |
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Unanswered Thread: No Subject posted by alwaysknew 1 day ago |
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